Turn Away

I know i've screwed up pretty badly this term.

Okay i get it. Im not up to standard. For all my subjects.

But if any teacher thinks its because I dont care, or its because im overconfident. ITS NOT.

LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT.

I DO CARE OK. I CARE. I CARE A HELL LOT.

Im very affected by this. Im calmer now, compared to 20 mins ago where i made 2 absolutely long and angry post. Deleted though, dont need more trouble.

1. I know im making stupid mistakes in test, but im still doing fine. Yes i will buck up. Dont black mark me because im not getting highest.

Miss Yeo had no right to imply that I dont care about my results. Well maybe she didnt, but i wasnt the only one who felt she implied it to me/us.

The only 2 teachers who have absolute right to black mark me for anything, is Xu lao shi, and Mrs Loe, because my chinese cannot make it, and Lit i havent put in much effort.

2. Mr John, i dont care if you have issues, but stop picking on us. The whole class knows you're targeting odelia emm and I, for what reasons i dont know, and i dont care. But seriously. We're not the only ones talking in class, and other people (which you are bias towards) are also talking. So when you point fingers next time, watch where you point. I dont know what came over me, that i decided ask Odelia to not argue back. But the next time this happens, i swear i would blow.

3. Do not ever assume that im not putting in effort or i dont care about my grades. DONT EVER.

Both my parents dont even put that much pressure on me. I have my goals, i know myself, and i know what i want to acheive this year. I dont mind teachers putting pressure on me. Like Mr Seah kinda knocked some sense into me. Yeap. Even though it took a while to get through, but seriously, if all a teacher can say is "You dont care, you dont bother, people are improving you're not" then i'd rather he or she just shut up.

My goal JC is AndersonJC or SAJC. 

I wouldnt need miss yeo or mr john to like me, i dont need testimonials. If i cannot make it to Anderson or SA, then i would just got to Nanyang JC or join Emm and Ode in Meridian. (Nanyang cuz nearer my house compared to meridian)

I wouldnt bootlick Miss Yeo or Mr John to get a good testimonial either. Because i hate bootlickers. If you enjoy bootlicking so much, i can get rubber boots for you to lick.