Revolting History

I always go to my archives when i have positively nothing to do.

Thankfully i deleted my archives from like primary school to sec1. I cannot imagine what kind of person i was.

So scary. Really. I was reading my archives from 2007-2008. Terrifying. I take really long to read my archives, i blogged really horribly in the past. Grammatical errors everywhere. Yes, i still have a very lousy standard of english. So imagine what i was like then.

My archives never fail to haunt me. And that is partly the reason why i don't want to delete it. 

Was i a really terrible person in the past? Like a total bitch and disgusting person to be friends with? Im really thankful i had Jesslyn and Jocelyn and Livia as close friends. Also Odelia and Emmeline. Honestly. I was so... different. By reading my archives and stuff, i never want to be friends with the person i was back then. 

I know im still the same. Or pretty much the same, there are aspects of my life that have changed. A lot. 

I never get that "escalating heartbeat" feeling from reading my past archives of this year or like end last year. I swear three quaters of 2006 and 2007 should just disappear from my memory. Goodness.

Thats why im thankful these people stayed friends with me. Oh yes, not forgetting Denyse the great :) Though we are not as close now, even with Jocelyn and Livia and Jess, i really am grateful these people are in my life. From the bottom of my heart. And i still have my bitch moments now, and thankfully Emmeline and Odelia always tolerate. 

I thank God for these people in my life. 

I love Siow and Char and Sher too, but this section of my life, i think only Siow was partially involved. Haha!