Fanatic.

1. We are too mark obssessed.

(In other countries for example errr, America and Australia? Yeah Getting and A is off the hook. A B+ which equals a 65-70 is actually GOOD already.)

2. Unecessary stress.

(Cowly Ho. If people wonder how to get A all the time, i see Singaporeans with WHITE HAIR, and bald heads. Btw, im balding.)

3. Ok nevermind this talk is useless. Not as if it would change anything.

People are people, and they dont stop worrying about results. Yes i worry, yes i wonder what would happen if i dont get an amazing single digit for my L1r5, but seriously? 

ITS JANUARY!

You have freaking 9 months more to your O levels, get all bummed out now, and you'll definetely screw up 10 folds.

Im taking things slow. Im learning to pace myself. If all doesnt go well, i'll just go to a lousier JC and find my way around. Yeah. Whats up with "High and Mighty". Well knowledge is power, but getting A1 doesnt equate to brimming with knowledge does it.

I feel really annoyed, that at 16 we have to feel as if our whole future would be predestined. Just soely by this one exam. 

Annoying.

Okay, thankfully theres no school tmr :] Time to study for SS considering i havent at all, and theres a test next week. Pffft. 

CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE...CA SCHEDULE!!!!

Omgz.

Sad Story

Im waiting for Emmeline to come online.

Oh its my brother's birthday today. Heh.

School was fine. I just realise 2 things. One school related one not. The school related one is nothing much.

But the non related one is pretty upsetting. But thats fine either. My life has enough upsetting things to last 2 lifetimes, Ok, joking. This tablet PC is damn laggggggg uh! Gahgz.

Forget it, i surrender, Hotmail is the slowest shiz ever. 

Bye, I cant wait for friday! No schoooollllll! *Cheers*

Happy Birthday Emm, (lets pretend its alr 12mn)

CNY celebration was normal, like most years. The video with Mr Ang was funny!

After which, went back to PeiChun primary with TingHui and Liling, saw alot of my sister's friends and Sharlene, Lol, Im growingggg! Sharlene use to be TOWERING, she still is, but by half a head. In the past it was like 1 and a half head or smth. Haha!

Not many from the 05 (My year) badge went. So it was kinda sad. Saw Xiao Lao Shi (My primary 5 and 6 CHINESE TEACHER.) Lol! And she can remember my name. AND SURNAME. But she thought i was Shiying, so im like. Im Shihui, Shiying is my younger sister. Lol! And she now teaches my brother. Not Chinese lah. I think if she thought my sister or brother chinese she would realise in like hopeless. I quote Tinghui "Carina ah, your chinese really cannot make it leh!" Lol! And i couldnt speak in FULL chinese when interecting with Xiao Lao Shi. Only Liling could.

Okay, Back to how she can remember my name. (Getting all nostalgic)

1. In primary 5, i failed Higher chinese for 3 consecuitive terms. So she had to call my father to school. She suspected i wasnt studying. But the fact was i did, and my friends, who get good chinese results didnt.

(Liling was shocked her friends study for chinese o levels, i was shocked she didnt. LOL!)

2. I barely made the cut, My final term for primary 5, I passed HCL. I KNOW. I got 53.5. Or smth like that, So my overall score was like 50 or 51. 

You need to pass HCL over all to take HCL in the following year. So yeah.

3. My group of friends, are all very good in chinese. EXCEPT ME. So yes, Im constantly in trouble... For being the last in class for chinese constantly.

4. My normal chinese (In primary sch we had 1 exam for HCL and another for CL) always borderline. I would get 70. Once i got 80, and i got a big shock. But thats cuz alot of people got 90+ lol!

5. I cheated in Chinese Spelling. ONCE. I told Yibei, another of my very good in chinese friend, to let me copy her ans. And she agreed, but Lao Shi caught me, and made me seperate. So i remember i only copied qn 1 to 4. And for mo xie (like dictation but no one reads, you memorise) I got 4/100. LOL!

6. She made me cry once. For doing badly. She was told me to get out of class and gave me like mini talk. Lol! Not scold, she doenst scold people one. Shes really nice.

But all chinese teachers disliked me. I wonder why. But i like Xiao Lao Shi. I think from today, she could tell my chinese is still like before. Haha, Ok my very embarrassing primary sch past. 

Didnt manage to see my other teacher. She had some vetting of papers to do ): I think i'll go back on teachers day. I miss my primary school. And primary sch friends. Gathering in marchhhh!

Okay, The other significant thing that happened during the week was Learning Journey to Pulau Semakau. One of the most hilarious days ever. It was fun.

I wanted ot marry a Chef, now i want to marry someone who owns a boat. Haha.

Have to go to the doctors tomorrow, SICK. SIGH.

btw, 

WHERE IS OUR CA SCHEDULE?!?! THE SCHOOL SYSTEM IS HORRIBLE. WHATS WRONG WITH THEM. HUH? OUR CA IS LIKE IN A FEW DAYS TIME. WE DONT EVEN HAVE THE SCHEDULE AND TOPICS. SO ANNOYING!!

Heirloom Asia

Pretty pieces! I luv. Click on links, good gift for friends know. I will save up and finally get one necklace from there. I can now lah, But i'll feel abit broke after buying so must save up. Heh!

I especially like the 2nd piece, sold out though ):

Kay, Bye. Muz study for test after lunch. Boo. Skipped CCA day. Diahorrea in the morning sia.

/Edit:

Sigh, i didnt know that this week is the last week before CNY, which = to CA's coming. Bummer. But im not studying at all, WHY? Because we dont know WHEN are the CA dates, and WHAT is tested. Fag. Seriously! Set the CA so early, then quickly give us the schedule lah. Tootz.

CA = not common test, We are alr having commont test, it = to exams. Like CA primary school CA1, CA2 blah blah. Urgh.

Wrong Words

ITS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I LAST UPDATED.

1 week i safely say. Lol! Yeap.

Reason why i cant use the comp often.

1. There is just too much homework.

2. There are too many test.

3. We cant dont do well for test because of the logic. (Which will be explained, wait for it.)

4. I watch GG and Privileged as long as i have the time. 90210 is on hold. (Privileged is getting more exciting, therefore not on hold YET.)

5. I have poor time management.

See. Not that i dont wanna use the computer. Im forced not to due to circumstances. Sec 4 is horrid.

Ok, about the logic. Odelia and Emm and I came up with a logic. Teachers only like smart students. So, as long as you do well, teachers will like you, and therefore give you good testimonials and therefore you can go into a good JC. I wouldnt really bother if a teacher didnt like me. But since my near future is at stake, I better get in all the good books.

And this is why i ran away from Xu Lao Shi today. Im unable to face her. Or go for chinese tuition this sunday. Dreading i swear ):

Okayyy, enough about chinese. Sigh. Heart pain. Again.

Its interesting how they manage to slot Nate back on set! Lol! I thought he was gonna dissapear for pretty long. Okay Bye.

Oh funny things happen at school.

Hope Rays

Hiiiiii.

I've MIA-ed for awhile, but my comments have MIA-ed too. So heck luh! Lol! School's been stressful. But fine. At least i dont have time to think about stuff. Ok i do, aiyah whatever lahhhh.

I just hope everything is fine. And i've slacked the whole friday, and i have 2 test, (make that 3 cuz theres chinese) AND THEY ARE BOTH ON THE SAME DAY. Oh wait, i have 4. Plus AM quiz, but that isnt counted, so just hope that we (zi ji ren) all do well for the upcoming tests.

And uh oh, results are out on monday, scared scared! Its terrifying but whats done is done, we can just pray and hope for the best. God will be by us no matter what, and we all know that. Dont think so much. Im distracting myself so i dont think. Heh.

Finially i managed to watch GG and 90210 and Privileged and i wasted a day... Sigh, i think as the days pass, i'll have to keep GG on hold till i have time and forgo 90210 and Privileged. ): Because of poor time management )): Save me.

OK bye.

RockStarz

Why is it that we have to write a frigging commonwealth essay of 1200 words. Killing me i swear. Super difficult topics. Im dragging my ultra long story, feels like a book. Fux.

Besides its optional?! Its a competetition for pete's sake. Goodness.

Urhg. Going to get some stuff later, then its the usual sleezy boring saturday. Sheez, i have tuition on Sunday :/ Faz. Faz. Faz.

Goodbye.

Kids of the Future

School was literally "Urgh". Zara's friend was like "Eh zara, why your sister school make the teachers like ming xing like that?"Lol!

1. We had a frigging long welcome-back speech (Whats new?)

2. We elected class committee. Same old.

3. Miss Yeo came to talk/in a way suan me (not the very sacastic kind, like another approach) to me ): But its ok lah.

4. We didnt play any fun games, or ANY games at all.

5. I dont like where im seating in class.

6. We got back our mock test papers for Amath. Me Satisfied.

But my mum, said "69.5/90 is good?!"(Cuz Miss Yeo chop a 'good' there mah) (Of course my mum said in a joking, not so serious tone lah.) So i said "Errr. Yeah..." And she said "Oh ok, Yeah its A right." K then i changed the topic. But thats nothing much, I feel contented and mummy is nice.

I know im suppose to be optimistic, so for now i'll just let it all out at once, and then i'll stop.

Okay...

2nd part: I feel a bit stupid. Like the people (im not pointing fingers just saying PEOPLE IN GENERAL.) who wild and play through sec3, just chiong during sec4, and he/she can do super well for 'O's. So i feel stupid. Why work hard in sec3 right?! Should have played lah. Now like theres expectation and everything, No more praises, instead scoldings for dropping in grades (If i did) Some people (IN GENERAL) say if you do well in sec3 , it would be a breeze in sec4. Can some one explain this to me? I dont see it.

Besides, i think studies isnt everything right? I dont know. Whatever. Still whats done is done, so shall just continue pacing and working hard for sec4. 

So, this might be neglected it'll just me an outlet for me to vent frustrations/anger. 

I heart you, bye.

P/S: i will stop complaining from now. I will try.

Hello 2009!

Bummer, Miss Ho isnt teaching us next year, and some Ang teacher is taking us for Emath.

Damn Sad alr.

Hi, Ok "blogged later" Lol. Im happy that we have no lessons tomorrow. *GRINS*

Oh yes, Im suppose to be talking abt my new year resolutions.

Academic wise, hopefully by the end of the year (Aka O lvls) my L1R5 would be 6-8. Confirm 101% not easy, but still, if you aim for the sun, you fail, you fall amoung the moon and stars.  

So yeahhhh :/ Still a little scared abt this O lvl results aggregate whatever stuff. And find a career path that i want to take, and work towards it. Also to a good JC. Heh.

For character, by the end of the year, i want to be able to carry myself well, and be kind to everyone. Compassion! And be more confident, look on the brighter side of things. Oh and learn to control my temper.

Okay, thats about all. Hopefully 2009 would be a better year, 2008 was plesant, but theres still room for improvement. 

Alright, see y'all in school.