Disappearing act, now unreversable

The reason i've given up on blogging, is that i don't like reading things i've written in the past. I don't like the way people blog, i don't like reading blogs. Everytime i read a post on another person's blog, i can't help but feel annoyed. After reading 2 sentences i give up.

Its so ridiculous what people write, even if it is something good or inspirational, it sounds like junk to me.

Either they are comforting themselves of trying to give a good impression to others.

Not trying to be judgemental. But whatever, i don't enjoy being a part of cyberspace.

I blog to comfort myself, and i feel im slowly sinking into denial.

So goodbye to 2009, i had a bad ending to this year.

I hope 2010 starts well.

Its all because of 1 person my 2009 is ending on a terrible note.

I've given up on resolutions.

Torn between two worlds

I wonder if i will regret painting my room. I want to redo everything, but that's just mad. So i guess i'll start with the walls?

Im going with stripes? Vertical stripes would make my room longer.

This is cool, but i would want it to be cream coloured?

Either way vertical stripes are nice.

Horizontal? Makes room bigger.

Or should i go all wallpaper-ish.

I've always wanted a photowall, sadly i don't have that many pictures.

This clock is beautiful, but i already have a clock. Which i bought last year and its still in its box. Hmm.

THIS BELOW IS THE BESTTTTTT! Its so cool.

I totally want a design over my bed like that. Of course i probably have make it removable, in case i decide to shift my bed in the future.


Too many decisions! Start work after christmas. Yeah. Hahaha.

If my heart was a house

Watching The OC every morning. Obviously I like Gossip Girl more, comparing both are productions of Josh Schwartz.

AND GOSSIP GIRL DOESNT RESUME TILL MARCH! THATS WHEN SCHOOL STARTS!!

My lack of exercise would = DIE IN JC P.E.

And spending most of my time on lookbook, Gossip girl insider, and The OC wouldn't help.

Still i hate running, and thats probably the only thing i have problems with.

Bye.

Forever was in your eyes

So far, hols has been great.

I had a busy November. Went out almost everyday in that month. Then off to BKK for the first week of December.

I Love BKK!

Excluding the pollution, the communication breakdown and the AMOUNT OF TIPS THEY DEMAND FOR, BKK is the best. Lol!

I regret not buying my white bag. But that's okay, i feel like going again. Next year maybe?

Shop everyday morning to night. Its not tiring at all. They sell really cheap things there, and of course i enjoy bargaining :)

After coming back from BKK, life has been pretty dull.

So, i started reading my diary which i wrote from January, and i feel like burning it. I think i can never re-read things that i write in the past. Especially my diary when i write in it to express mostly negative feelings. The percentage of positive entries are like less than 10. LOL!

I better not let anyone see it. I write really ridiculous things which are obviously far from reality. Haha.

I feel a terrible cold approaching. Something at the back of my throat is swelling and feels pain.

Spending a great deal of time on Lookbook, WHICH IS AWESOME BTW.

Time to stop hesitating and start painting my room!

What colour? Heh. Heart confetti wall maybe :O